I have this surreal feeling that I cannot describe, almost as if I have taken a valium and am completely calm and relaxed permanently.
I keep visualizing my labor and birth and meeting baby R for the first time.
I have been waiting for this for so very long and my everything waits in lovely anticipation. Every kick and movement I feel brings me so much love and makes me feel closer to my son. This last part of pregnancy has been amazing and I feel so connected to my husband and everything just feels right.
Not going to do my usual update this week and instead will reveal our nursery, I feel the room turned out perfect and has a little mix of old and new that will be a very special place for our son. Hard to believe that this empty room that I used to lay on the floor and cry in mourning is now my dream nursery where I can nurse, love, sing to, and soothe my baby boy.
Dreams do come true.
Will post again after my 40 Week appointment with the midwife unless baby makes his debut first!